janet fitch, paint it black
there is a loneliness in this world so great
that you can see it in the slow movement of
the hands of a clock.
people so tired
mutilated
either by love or no love.
people just are not good to each other
one on one.
the rich are not good to the rich
the poor are not good to the poor.
we are afraid.
our educational system tells us
that we can all be
big-ass winners.
it hasn’t told us
about the gutters
or the suicides.
or the terror of one person
aching in one place
alone
untouched
unspoken to
watering a plant.
- charles bukowski
i sleep with my phone on loud &refuse to even go to the bathroom without it being near me. i haven’t slept in weeks; by 5 pm i’m exhausted &am ready to shut the world out. as always, i’m expected to carry on with business, take care of others and smile through the day.
please take the time to read and quite possibly donate. as the hours go by, things develop &i become more hopeful. i’ve never been through anything like this and it’s ripping me to shreds.
amazingly enough, we find ways to complain about the things that don’t really matter. this right now… this. this has consumed me. soon we shall have him back.
mae west
artist: Stevie Crooks
any guesses as to what video we filmed this past weekend?
(Source: highbloodsugar)







